Memory Lane

2010-01-04T21:19:00.001+08:00

I've moved! :)

2009-12-28T15:36:00.007+08:00

I've been such a bad owner of this space, neglecting it for more than a month. Longest record to date. I've been so busy and lazy to commit some time to it. Now, I'm at such a loss, where to start!

Exams finished earlier this month, after that was PLAY and PLAY and PLAY. :)

I've watched far too many movies this month!
Ninja Assassin
Mulan
Bodyguards and Assassins
Feng Yun II
Alvin and The Chipmunks II

Love the christmasy feeling; buying gifts (burning holes in pocket) as well as receiving gifts!
Thank you all lovely people for all the presents, regardless big or small.
It's a season of <3, and I'm glad I received so much! :)

Found this super random photo in my phone. The day bf fetched me in a laokokkok Merc. Haha thanks to bc!

Pauline's wedding at Furama.

Pretty Christmas cake at my aunty's.

Cute collage by my aunt and photos taken by the little prodigy.

F21 at 313 Somerset! Shopaholic's heaven. I've contributed to it thrice since it's opening. Haha.

M1, while bro's getting his bb.

Check out cute Rudolph card by me! He won't be very happy if I show his face, hence the brown smiley!

And presenting the bb gang.

I got the black jumpsuit (left) over the faux leather skirt (right) for DnD next month.

Now I need lots of accesories to glam it up!

Can I borrow accessories from anyone!!?

And lastly, for those who has not seen me for a while...

2009-11-10T23:22:00.004+08:00

I haven been diligent in updating this little space of mine.
Too many things happened, good and bad, since the last post.

Too little time + energy to go over them again.

I vaguely remember we had a huge row that particular night; I cried bitterly in the middle of some street in geylang.

I was facing some difficulties at work. (I am still..)

I was struggling with a test.

I had fun every weekend with bf including the past sunday spent painting his room.

Some photos that I like from recent happenings!

Cousins' bday chalet. Photos from my action sampler!

A little chilling out at Villa Bali.

Company lunch at The Chevrons. These are the people behind the IR proj for Universal Studios, where we did Lost World, Jurassic Park and Egypt.

The cute ang moh; director of Pico-Sanderson.

He who kept snapping photos of me everywhere like paparazzi.

He who's infatuated with me that day -__- Asked for email, etc.. I didn't know I could be such a hit among Thais.

She who had taught me alot since I joined.

She who never fails to crack me up on a bad day at work.

:) Life's been so far so good, how's yours?

2009-10-26T16:10:00.001+08:00

I just choked on my own tears.

2009-10-22T22:15:00.006+08:00

"The most challenging part of this is to ensure precision in the execution of the entire event. It has to work like clockwork and we cannot afford to have any fumbles," said Jean Chia, managing director, Pico Art International and Organiser of APEC Singapore Evening.

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20091021/tap-790-apec-leaders-treated-musical-ext-231650b.html

That's what MDs are for; to make such impressive statements. Haha.

I'm feeling very stressed over school + work. :(

Tonight is the night; to finish my parts for both modules. I keep telling myself not to get distracted. I'll give it my best shot, since I'm prepared to forgo my sleep.

Wished for days like this to be over soon, but thinking of it, I think I still have a long way to go.

Am so looking forward to a crazy party night with the girls. Social House please....

Dear J, if you're reading this, I'm sorry if the sms conveyed the wrong tone to you. I probably don't know you as well as you yourself does; if you think you wanna go for it, I'm happy for you. And T is damn blessed to have you back, tt's all I can say. Haha.

Meet up soon; for dinner, karaoke, drinking, whatever! :)

2009-10-12T09:15:00.002+08:00

I'm damn upset about my swollen ear :(
I'm super stressed at work :(
I'm damn procrastinating for projects :(
I have tests in 2 weeks' time, and I can't really be bothered much :(

Someone kill me.

2009-09-28T00:00:00.002+08:00

Papa's 56th birthday dinner at Jumbo!

Super duper rich and yummy durian cake, from emicakes. It's really GOOOOD!

A simple dinner with nonsensical small talks that warms the heart.
Yummilicious food + a happy family = <3

2009-09-26T00:12:00.006+08:00

I've been indulging in sinful online shopping/sprees.

Just some typing and few clicks + patience, I just wait to open to mailbox to find my loots!

So easy; so addictive; so evil.

Tracking of my evil doings:

Tunic from Bysi - proudly sponsored by bf

Top - cleocat-fashion.com

Cameras + stuffs - mitsuki-tk.lj

Shirtdress - hervelvetvase.com

F21 spree

Now I'm comtemplating whether to get these:

Mng shirtdress 45$ - Should I get? Love the cutting + it's comfy + it's pro-looking!

Grey capris which I can wear on casual Fridays!

A 'want'; definitely not a 'need'. Afterall, I just got a guess.

Urgh! How nice if I were to use all these time spent on these nonsensical sites on my proj research. Speaking of which, I'm feeling extremely lazy about it. :(

This weekend seriously suck big time, if not for my dear papa's bday :) Looking forward to 2 good dinners together.

Have a strong feeling I would love next weekend; shopping + dinner with dear missy. But before that, I'll be damn looking forward to pay day! Yippee!! $$__$$

And you don't know how happy I was when I saw your sms. :)

Reminder to self/lin/bf: To remind me to do eyebrow trimming at Paul&Joe at Bugis BHG next weekend

2009-09-21T16:37:00.002+08:00

I hate this PH.

I don't feel any fucking recharged at all.

I HATE!

2009-09-21T10:36:00.004+08:00

I have weird contradicting feelings for this very chio watch.

A gift to make me less unhappy for forgoing this PH and coming weekends with bf.

But do you think I would rather have this watch than have time together with bf? :(

But then again, I like it a lot. How to resist such goddamnit-ly chio thing?

I apprecitate his effort and thoughts. And not to mention his remarkable surprising skills, which never fails to melt my <3.

Thank you bb.

And receiving a parcel does brighten up my long lonely day a wee bit too (:

2009-09-08T21:59:00.004+08:00

This space is collecting dust already! Ready for some updates?
Here goes!.. :)

The view from my workstation.

Picked up this $5 (YES SGD $5, no typo here.) cheap deal with bestie!

New nerdy specs, love it!

Yl and my 'tai tai-inspired' afternoon tea at bakerzin. Yummy mango mousse I like!

Virgin trip to getting buttered. These darlings made the night worthwhile!

Lijun's 21st!

Love this photo from yl's wonderful weird camera. Haha.

We always entertain ourselves when the situation requires us to. HAHA.

Gathered these girlies for Jenna's birthday!

Had a yummy dinner at Waraku and desserts at MOF!

I had fun over the weekends.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all my September babies! :)

On a side note, I PASSED MY FIRST 2 MODS! Yippee!

Totally love the 2 weeks break; no classes, just work and plan to meet friends and bf. Love it!

But tomorrow marks the start of trimester 2, start of my slogging once again.

Wish me luck! :)

2009-08-21T12:22:00.002+08:00

Blogging off my workdesk now.

On half-day afternoon leave today.

I NEED to camp in the library to mug for tml's paper.

Considering I did rather not bad for the first 3 components + lethal and exact tips from lovely Adrian, I have rather high hopes on ER. Hope I don't disappoint myself.

Look forward to flea this weekend, seriously hope to earn some cash and clear those things.

I need $. I'm emptied of both accts; I'm living off bf and thank GYM they just paid out his JUNE (mind you) salary.

Urgh.

So looking forward to night safari with the girls next week. Haha don't actually have memory of us going on an excursion trip, even if we did, I don't remember. Weeee~

I NEED A SMOKE. I NEED A DRINK. I NEED TO PARTY. I NEED TO LET OUT SOME STRESS!

2009-08-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

Workload is increasing. My memory needs a system upgrade.

My poor + short memory ain't doing me any good.

Work + exams = drained

Can't wait to sink into bed everyday. (and not wake up the following day)

Urgh I'm so broke!

Payday is 30th, how am I going to survive on $30? :(

Very looking forward to this Sat, end of paper + wkend.

Plan for Sat: Go for a swim to ease my tension after paper. Pack stuff for Sun's flea. So wanna go club, but I can't even afford the cover charge. F. Who to blame? F XX who hasn't pay me.

2009-08-12T21:58:00.003+08:00

Damn blogger. Still can't upload photos. What is wrong!

Ytd was first day at new workplace! Big place, endless names and faces to recognise and remember, new structure and culture. No MSN at work though! BOO..

Random thoughts I have now!

01. So excited I'm gonna get my first pay end of this month!

02. Hope our clothes sell at the flea! I just need to clear them!

03. I NEED MONEY! Bill is overdue. My bank accounts have been depleting since I got the last pay from PS. And I still have $$ owing by them! Grrr..

04. I have block leave in Dec, 28th - 31st. See the calendar, following these 4days is NY PH and wkends! Yippee I have a whole wk off! How nice if I can go for a holiday! Or a chalet with activities and happening party will do just fine! :)

05. I suddenly yearn for butterfact this Sat. Backside itchy!

06. I have a plan actually. To STUDY on Sat, then to dinner date with my girlies, then to party? I wish. But I'm short of cash, I still owe dear *** $$. HAHA shit.

07. I WANT/NEED/WISH for many many many pretty clothes!

08. I WANT BAG(S)! KateSpade AgnesB LongChamp etc. Many many bags to come!

09. For 07 and 08 to come true, I need ALOT OF MONEY. BOOO :X

10. I <3 BF DAMNNN MUCH. Hehe.

11. I got 4 bloody painful blisters from the new heels. But I ain't gonna waste it! Catch me in heels MORE!

12. We have 3 bday parties to go on 05/09!! Is it a good day or what? OMGoodness.. Dont get me wrong, I enjoy celebrations with ppl, but the gifts... ($$$!) GRRRR! + owing one for dear fishyfishie :)

13. Till I'm able to post visuals again! :)

2009-08-06T15:19:00.003+08:00

I can't upload photos! Damn blogspot.
A wordy post ahead..

Past weekend was bloody shagged. Moving into a semi-dilapidated office which is not totally operational yet; is a huge mess, a very big mess. Anyway, it's 'game over' for me at PS. Ytd was last day! Really happy to know some very good 'colleagues-turned-gfs' from PS, not to mention the many things I learned from various 'bosses', and how to endure through penniless days. Haha. Penniless days are gonna be over! :) Glad that I decided to move on, hope I'll learn more and become a (even) better person at the new and bigger place! :)

Drinking with Pat, Cai and bf at D'zess on Tues night. My first time drinking so much beer. Usually if given a choice, I won't drink beer. I'm more of a liquor person. Haha. I love casual drinking (different from clubbing) once in a while, chill and relax, talk cock and just let time pass.

Didn't make it to ladies night cause many can't make it. Felt slightly disappointed, but I wasn't in that best clubbing mood too. There'll always be a next time right darlings! :)

Today was my first day freeeeee! Finally made it to the swimming pool for tanning, it's been more than a month since we can't back from Phuket! Meeting the PS girlies later, to Timbre. Looking forward to my first time there and catching up! :)

BBQ this weekend? On? No?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FISHY LING in advance! Dinner together after you come back from Batam (OR Bintan? Haha) ok! :)

2009-07-30T10:19:00.002+08:00

Group mates and I worked past midnight last night to end our misery for good! Damn shagged can, after class somemore!

Reached home about 1plus, bathed but only hit the sack at 2plus. Cause I'm too considerate to use the hair dryer at such unearthly hours.

(Truth be told, mama and sis once complained that I reach home so late, and still use the hair dryer. Cause disturbance to them.)

Haha, sacrificed my beauty sleep for them.

At least, will be able to sleep more soundly tonight! Weeeee~

*You can see a few unglam photos of us chiong-ing hard on Jas' blog! HAha..

Shifting PS office this wkend. Oh god, I foresee chaos already. Confirmed to be shagged till Wed (cause my last day! HA!) with HELL LOTS of unpacking to be done at new place.

Party on Wed night! Pending BBQ on N'day wkend. Weee~

$$ depleting at a constant rate. But I need $$ to pay for a baking class together with Vanessa dear dear. I need $$ to rent a stall at a flea, to earn more $$ together with Lin hopefully!

2009-07-25T13:24:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I felt so bloody accomplished cause I finished a 17-pg report, from exec summary to ref lar. Haha. From gathering research online to typing the whole damn thing. Mad rush I tell you. And in between intervals when I get brainfreeze, I do silly things. Knowing that I am just hours away to the report due, I paint my nails, choose clothings to wear for class, stare at my fishes, bla bla bla.. Haha.

There there, picture pictures, if not this blog is so lifeless.

My newly appointed heels for work! (:
I was so pissed with bf ytd that I forgot to thank him for picking these pretties up for me.
THANK YOU sweetheart!

Love the colours of them, don't you?

Yummy cheesecake I like! Anybody knows where to get this?

(:

2009-07-20T17:30:00.004+08:00

I would say that I lost the momentum to update this blog. :X

I want to, but I have no time to. Ok, excuses..

Phuket photos are sooooo long overdue. But they will still be up. Cause I love to share my joy! (:

My last day at PS will be 5th Aug. A party is pending that night (a WED night mind you!), TAN LL please make yourself available from LT. Hee. First day at PICO on 11th Aug. Wish me luck, darlings! I suppose I'll need lots of it + hard work + ample memory space. Haha.

Have been preparing my closet to be PICO-ready.

Heels, checked. Dresses, checked. Still searching for a pair of decent black cotton pants though. (:

Bf and I caught Harry Potter 6 ytd. Not fantastic, not that magical. Lots of puppy love scenes between the teens here and there. It's like, you kept anticipating something BIG to happen, but none. Nearing the end of the show, bf popped a qn, 'Is this show 5 hours? How come haven show the climax yet?' HAHA, that's how boring it is. Expectations set too high I think.

Oh, Ray was ill last Sat. Today he reported sick! Gosh, suspected of H1N1 and now home quarantined. Hope it's false alarm, cause the WHOLE ops team was at the same event! HAHA. Hope he gets well soon, he looked really terrible last Sat, so that my bf's load will be lessen when he's back too. (:

I know I'm gonna bore and annoy everyone by saying this again! ER ASSIGNMENTS ARE DUE THIS WK, AND HROD NEXT WK. I'm so damn screwed once again. I have the freaking whole month to do it, can you believe I haven't touched and started on anything. Sigh, you just have to believe that I'm such a procrastinator. I hate myself for that! ): Exams on the third week of Aug. GuanYinMa please watch over me from now till then. *ar mi tuo fo* :X

2009-07-01T10:15:00.003+08:00

I'm soooooo short of updates! ): 24hours a day is never enough.

Last Friday was Lin's 21st birthday party at St Games, Novena Sq. Had no choice but to take urgent leave that day to complete the f-ed up report. Submission was due at 7.30pm, had no choice but to submit the crappy report in before I left for class. BOO! I knew I did badly for it, I know my work. ):

Lin's party was fun! First 21st bash that was kind of different. Haha, chalets are seriously very boring. No offence to anybody, but deep down, we all know that! Had fun laughing over silly Wii games, cam-whoring with many people, and catching up too. Dbl O later the night, *YAY* to bf who granted permission and went along despite his tiring day at work. (:

Weekends were dreadful cause bf was at work. BOO!

Yesterday was LIN's 21st. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! Birthday wishes are never enough, the more the merrier! Haha. I'm happy for her recovered happiness. (:

Interview at Pico went well. Awaiting their reply. But I'm not as firm in wanting to leave as yet. Situation is different. Someone advise me please?

Dinner with the lovely kakis at House of Steamboat. LOTS of laughter, and planning. Haha. Enjoyed such gathering and their company a lot. (:

Today, Lin is officially PT. Me, back to same place where I was a year ago. Mixed feelings I would say. Hmmm..

Self-reminder: ER test this Sunday and 3 fucking reports due end of the month! :X

Kill me.

2009-06-26T07:50:00.005+08:00

I AM BACK FROM SUNNY ISLAND PHUKET!
I love it there; no cares, no worries.
Waking up every morning with the ever-entertaining bf was bliss.
Traveled on rented bikes was shiok-ness for him and joy for me. No helmets needed! I kept saying there's 'no govt' there. Oh by the way, parking is anywhere as long as you see bikes. When in Rome, do as the Romans do. Totally applies there.
Massages, pedi and mani at 200baht. Tell me how not to miss that place. Gosh.
Exciting day doing water rafting, elephant riding, waterfall, snorkelling and ATV. Very touristy I know, that's what everyone else does there too.

Traveled all the way to town only to find the shopping mall as expensive as ours, and the same brands we have here.

We caught Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen there too! Bf can barely wait for it till we comes home. I gotta say IT WAS DAMN GOOD!
Now back to the harsh reality, bye to the paradise.

Thanks for the encouraging words, people.
Thank you bf. I knew you were as helpless as me, seeing me so dejected. I truly enjoyed the getaway, let's save up to fly further away! (:
I knew I gotta do it. It's just hours before due. I NEED to buck up! ):

2009-06-19T14:41:00.000+08:00

If only my mood was as colourful...

2009-06-19T10:20:00.005+08:00

I AM SO SCREWED.

This four words kept appearing in my mind. My mind is blank except for these words. I am seriously very very very screwed ):

I'm supposed to leave for sunny island Phuket tomorrow with a carefree mind to lead a 4-day carefree life with my lovely boy. But now, not only am I leaving with a heavy heart and a mind full of the freaking HROD report, I'll be left with ONE DAY to complete it before doomsday on Fri.

Tell me what to do man. I'm so scared and so worried. I am close to tears whenever I think of it. In case any of you don't know, I am a procrastinator, a goddamn fucking procrastinator. Meaning I always push my limits to the real limit and start panicking and worrying when deadline is damn near, and I'll start to cry and panic whenever I talk to someone about it or when people ask about it. I was like that in poly, and I haven't change a bit.

I'm really at a loss. For the first time, I wish I wasn't at work right now, I wish I was in the library doing the goddamn research.

I just thought it's a damn bad timing for holiday; his parents' excessive worries about H1N1 and my report deadline. URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! ):

Life's never been fair, has it? Just what the fuck have I gotten myself into?

She's taken her next step. What is mine? ):

2009-06-13T17:20:00.001+08:00

2009-06-10T10:08:00.003+08:00

Last Sat was Jane's Big Day at Sembawang Park. Went there earlier with bro and yl to lend our hands helping out here and there. The place's not bad if there were LESS of the 'campers', it sort of spoils the atmosphere. But then again, it's a public area, lots of 路人甲乙丙丁walking around.

I thought it was a great chance meeting the MANY ex-PSians, catching up and talking nonsense. Haha.

After dinner, went drinking at D'zess Pub till 2plus? I think all my tiredness until now was accumulated since that day. Bad aftermath of late nights.

Then came Sun, a lazy day for bf and I cause we turned in at 4. Booo. We went to catch Terminator Salvation, not bad. Christian Bale is HOT in the movie! (:

Received email from sch regarding mid-sem test dates yesterday, and damn! ER test DID NOT clash with my return flight from Phuket!! Weeeee~ No need to defer or waste $$ change flight! YAY! :D You won't understand my joy, it's one burden down from my many burdens.

HROD assignment due date extended till 26th, 2 days after I return from my heaven. I JUST NEED THAT LITTLE MORE PUSH TO START! :X Urgh..

2009-06-05T16:08:00.001+08:00

IT'S FUCKING DISGUSTING WHEN SOMEONE JUST FUCKING BURP INTO YOUR EAR WHEN ON THE LINE WITH YOU.

FUCKANEHNEHCCB.

2009-06-03T15:10:00.004+08:00

Random ramblings..

I'm feeling very very very exhausted lately. Even when I turn in early, I wake up a zombie. I wonder if it's my contact lens making my eyes tired. ):

Sent out some applications. Hope to get at least one reply, then it won't make me so demoralised.

I have a report due on 19th this month. I've not started at all. I've no idea how to get started. I'm so bloody fucked up.

I have no money to get bf a decent birthday present/surprise in phuket, unless I dig into our savings. He knows that and I feel damn bad. ):

Pay's gonna be delayed again. It's completely transparent now, good and bad.

I need to get out soon, before she does. If not, I really cannot imagine what's gonna happen next..

LIFE'S A BITCH! :(

2009-05-30T01:06:00.006+08:00

Mon saw the start of my busy week. The post-moving mess and all the shit. Sigh. No instructions, no directions, nothing. I almost wanted to leave on the spot. :( But a home-cooked dinner and some nonsense from family cheered me up a little.

Tue was another f-ing bad day. Met my boy for dinner, got his new ps3 games. Yay sonic!

Wed was just as bad lar. Just unpacking and moving the furniture around was shitload of work. Weather was so freaking humid, I gotta bathe in office before heading out with Lin. Went around Vivo to get Lyn's present and then to St James. Music was good, but the mood was not there. Lin and I were yawning away. Hope the birthday girl had fun though. It's her day after all, not ours. Haha. Bf fetched me at 2, and zzz..

Thu was not as bad already. More or less settled in office. Thank goodness. Met Jen, Jas and Mich at Central for dinner at Manhattan. Nice food, nice place, just nice for nice people like us to gossip away. Haha. A pity Lin wasn't there. After that went to Selegie for tau huay and you tiao, and Jen was so kind to drive all of us home! (:

Today was back-to-normal-day at work, with a bit of drama-mama things going on between ***** and ***. Sigh. Speechless. Related the whole episode to a few, sick of saying more. All I conclude is when a person's heart is not at what he's doing already, you can totally tell. Sigh. Before, during and after class just now, I was worrying about assignments. I am so damn worried! I'm a procrastinator, I admit. ):

Tomorrow, half day at work. Meeting a very kind seller to exchange a bag. Total yayness. Then dinner with bf and friends at Still Rd, the very-yummilicious-crab-kopitiam. Slurps! (:

Sun sees me buffet-lunching with my poly girlies at Rendezvous Hotel. Long time since the last meet up! Haha. Some times feel abit weird meeting them, fearing that there will be awkward moments. But it all works out well, with JL telling us her colourful flying experiences and updating each other. Can't wait! Then dinner at bf's, for his dad's birthday.

My week in short. Not that exciting, but quite fulfilling. It was very seldom of me to meet a few different groups of friends in the same week, such coincidence. I'll love to do these much more often! Haha pending walk-the-dogs session wtih Van and SL, one of the Sundays I hope! (: Bf is serving reservist this week, hence we're meeting almost every night. Good things don't last though.

2009-05-29T14:59:00.003+08:00

Today someone affirmed this:
'Even the oldest person say the most childish things.'

-RuiTing

I can't stop rolling my eyes. I'm afraid they'll drop someday. @__@

2009-05-25T21:41:00.007+08:00

Last Thurs marked my first time so drunk (maybe not?), but for as much as I remembers, it was. Went drinking after work with Pat, BF, BC and Mich at Pat's fav reg pub. It was just so random, I thought we wouldn't even stay late. But..
Pat, bf and I literally downed 1 and 0.5(I think?) bottle Chivas, for Cai was the driver and Mich was beer-girl. Haha.
Pubbing is actually more boring than clubbing, in my personal opinion. Haha. I just sat there, sing and drink and drink and munch and sing and drink and drink and drink. See why I got drank. I was still conscious, subconsciously. I remembered missing the plastic bag by a bit and ended up throwing up at bf instead. I threw up the moment I stepped out the cab. I threw up again when I reached the lift. I forced myself to throw up again when I reached bf's place. I can still remember how terrible that feeling was :(
The next day was worse. Those who saw me, knows it. I got a major hangover, and it suck big time! I told myself, NEVER to try getting drunk again. (I admit I was a pushing and testing my limits a little.) Oops.
Pat! In your half-conscious state of mind, you asked who took photos, remember?
'I saw flash, don't lie to me...' Haha. It's me.
See see see.. Hehe(:

Sunday was the long-awaited tanning day! (:
Weather was good, in fact damn freaking good! I love!
Would love more of these, with more people, more action! :D

Heineken ambassadors #01

Heineken ambassadors #02

Heineken ambassadors #03! Loves this one! Combo of the greens, blue sky, waters and boyfriend! (:

Paparazzi at work.

2009-05-20T15:38:00.002+08:00

Sigh.. Is it just me or am I feeling that many are working half-heartedly nowadays? Even R and my own boss. Maybe they just wanna refrain from talking to each other about shifting, so they use me to communicate. Yes indirectly, none explicitly said anything, but just the stuff they do/say. Sigh.. Fuck the shift. I just seriously cannot be bothered much. I do not know where to start packing. I'll just wait and do as I'm told.

Imagine the chaos when we shift back.

Double triple 4x SIGH...

-__-

2009-05-16T23:15:00.005+08:00

Random Saturday..

Being a damn kiasu brand-new uni student, I sacrificed a bit of my precious sleeping time to attend this so-called compulsory learning workshop at sch. When we (Jas, Candace, Doreen and I) then TMD realise the attendance is amazingly low! 3 classes, about less than 20/class, pathetic or not? -___- totally a waste of my time. After first two modules in the morning, Jas and I decided that it's such a torture to sit in till 5pm (!!), so we zao-ed after lunching with the girls. Haha.

Walked around Bugis. Topshop sales. Tried a pretty cute babydoll spag top in cream! But no right size ):

Dorothy Perkins sales. Damn crowded. Too messy. Nothing interesting.

Wisma next! (: F21. Woohoo... Number 1 fav, but no sales. (nb.). Lots of chio clothes! Too little $$ I have ): Still I got a small something for myself! :D

Cotton On. Forever messy and crowded. Nothing new. Overpriced stuff. Only worth it during sales.

Cotton On Body. Bras on sales, $10/$15. Tempted to get, but NO. Chio comfy underwear, 3 for $25! Chants in my mind at that time, you have enough to last you very long! Haha.

Random Hula&Co-lookalike shop. Dresses all at $19.90, 2nd pc at $10! Thought to self: must freaking get something if not dui bu qi myself! Tried 2, none attracts me. Jas tried one, but bf says no.

Miss Selfride sales. Tried a tunic. NO again. Jas tried jeans, no too. All mid-season sales! TMD but I have no spare $$ to shop.

Wanted to Topshop, but no more! Where did it shift to? -__-

Back to F21 to get stuff for Jas' friend.

Moving on to Taka then suddenly realised we actually went town with a mission.

Then to Paragon, iStudio. Jas got bday present for her friend. Then Jas left for PP.

Me, alone wandering, waiting for my bf. Heeren, random people singing chinese pop songs on stage. -__- not the nicest voices but admire their courage. Considering nobody was paying much attention to them. Haha.

Wanted to walk to PS to meet bf but changed route.

Took bus from Concorde and met bf along the way, back to Bedok.

Foot massage, after a long 5 months cause we don't want them to pester us to sign another package. Haha.

Walked around and home! (:

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Lovely belt from F21! New love. Chio pretty dainty feminine hair tie! New love too.

So into nude colours. Si bei chio! HAHA.

$10 tube dress from a random ugly shop (those which sells factory outlet stuff) at Bedok interchange. Good quality + chio and CHEAP! Saw Adidas bikini too! But not my size. This tube dress is damn worth it. Weeee (:

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Random photos from my hp!

Adorable cousin in a shirt I got him last yr for bday. This yr then can wear. Haha.

Bus trip after (before?) teo heng

Cute cute Hammie! Not mine, in action city.

Huge praying mantis (grasshopper?) in bf's room window grille.

Attempt to take an artistic shot failed. Gotta use effects to edit. Hehe. Loves.

All-time fav hp wallpaper! (:

Broken tree branch at Bali Lane.

Cute little socks for Cat's baby boy 1st month.

I freaking miss being a QUEEN in BKK!!

And I hope I didn't scare anyone! :D

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Bf's PS3-ing. I'm so bored you see. This is so bloody wordy.

*SIGHS.. I wonder what I'm gonna do tomorrow. I SO WANNA GO SENTOSA!! :(

2009-05-13T13:40:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling very tired, very sleepy and very restless.

My eyes are misbehaving; my eyelids are damn heavy.

I'm quite sure I'll fall asleep in class tonight.

2009-05-11T22:34:00.003+08:00

Genting Genting Genting~

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Long overdue photos of farewell lunches for Jas and Mich respectively. Have been missing you girls since you left the office. 2 less person to gossip with me on msn. Fret not! We're now officially FRIENDS, no longer colleagues! Haha.

<3 you babes, meet up soon kies~ (:

(Jas, I'm gonna see you every wk, starting from this wk. Wahahahaha..)

2009-05-11T21:40:00.002+08:00

Things that brighten up my blue Monday a little;
a light-hearted post Mother's Day dinner at DingTaiFung with family;
my VS bra which I'd waited 3weeks for!;
and finishing a packet of satay fish snack from Genting while typing this.

(:

2009-05-11T10:54:00.004+08:00

Holidays are never long enough.

I'm already missing the past 3 days.

Squeezed in Uncle Ben's car;

self-entertain with all our nonsense;

zzzzz occasionally on the way there.

Got excited over the comfy room;

brrrrrr weather;

fabulous scenery and greenery;

nah beh-ly HUMONGOUS forest where yl and I strongly feels that kingkong lives in.

Went to bed and woke up as and when we like;

roam the malls like we roam TM as much as we can almost memories all the routes and layout;

munch on lots of RM3.50 cup corn;

fish spa for RM18;

spend like we don't have to think at all, it's in RM anyway.

Haha. We didn't even finish spending our ringgit cause there's nothing much worth buying. Clothes are either too 'malaysian' or too 'orh biang', not our kind of things. Regular-priced items cost as much as in Spore, what's the point?

The guys probably miss gambling there the most. Both won some $$, but would have been more if they had knew how to be contented with their initial wins. But just for the experience and entertainment, not bad. Yl and I totally hate the disgusting smoke from cigarettes in the casinos, stinks our clothes! I think hardcore smokers probably loves Genting a lot cause they can smoke EVERYWHERE, there's nowhere that's 'non-smoking'. -__- one thing for my <3 for Spore.

I saw benny, peck hong, jun yi and wee kiang there! Haha what a coincidence. As if Spore is not small enough, I met them in Genting! Like we met jiamin in Bkk last year. Haha.

Ooo bf and I went to buy his long-awaited PS3 yesterday. Yes he finally got his damn expensive toy, second on the list to his car. Haha. He kept comparing it with my clothes and bags and shoes, so I shall *zip*. And I met a sec sch mate working in the game shop. Like wth, any more coincidences? Haha. Can trade in and sell games at the shop, and I thought it's not a bad idea. No point keeping finished games and let it depreciate further, might as well trade in and get games at cheaper price. Who cares if it's second hand if it's in gd condition. Right?

Photos next, after I combine powers with yl. Haha.

Till then (:

PS: I can't believe that my first lesson is on this coming Wed. :X Oh guanyinma, enlighten me pls. :(

2009-04-30T22:01:00.003+08:00

I just realised how dumb I can be when in a wrong state of mind. I mailed an invoice just now without a stamp! Damn it damn it damn it damn it... Next thing is it'll be sent back to 32 Sultan Gate (hopefully) and whoever sees it will know I'm the *toot* cause it's Azalea's invoice! Urgh!

2009-04-22T10:01:00.003+08:00

Bf accompanied me to Murdoch for application yesterday after work. Weeeee.. His support and understanding means a lot. Jasmine, thank you too! (:

Sakae Teppanyaki for dinner! A treat to reward ourselves for surviving the past penniless month.

Very value-for-money! Only $28.50++ for two, additional $2plus to upgrade steamed rice to their signature garlic fried rice which was YUMMY! The small pathetic looking oyster wasn't included in the set, additional item bf wanted to try. Salmon was actually served as sashimi but we requested for cooked ones. YUMMY!

But honestly, ALL items are cooked with the same ingredients throughout, I told bf I can do these dishes for him in future too! Haha. Salt, pepper, soya sauce, garlic, butter, and the magical black (teriyaki?) sauce which goes with everything! Haha. Food portioning quite small, yet still filling. Oh, there's complimentary scoop of ice cream too!

Total bill came up to around $47, quite worth it I guess.

Yummy and filling dinner. I like! (:

2009-04-20T23:14:00.002+08:00

OMG! ANTM Cycle 12!!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

2009-04-20T21:23:00.009+08:00

On my way home just now, I was amazed by the endless flow of crowd at interchange. Oh TampinesONE, damn you. (Sidetracking a bit, we saw somebody for the first time together there on our first visit. Opps. Butterflies in my stomach, for no reason. I don’t know why. Oh well..) For the short walk of 5mins from control station to bus station, I had to glide my way through; I hate being stopped by people whose eyes are not on their path but on things round them. Urgh.

Then I thought of rewarding myself for surviving the crowd and the Monday blues with Macdonalds, but settled for bubble tea on second thoughts. Urgh, pay cheque not in yet! Can you imagine I’m left with $X.15 in one bank and $X.43 in another. Damn. I received a reminder from Singtel, which I never had in quite a long time. I had to borrow ten bucks from mummy to go take passport size photos just now. How sad.. ):

Well well, by a twist of fate, I’m gonna reinstate my status of a STUDENT again! Mixed feelings; excited + nervous + fear + uncertainty + lots of <3 from family and bf. I know I need to put in a whole damn lot of determination and effort to get through this. Time flies right? Everyone says that. I really hope 1.5 years will flyyyyyy faster than I thought.

Certs; check. Ugly photos; check. Application form; check. $$, CHECK!

God, it’s my dad’s hard-earned savings for the past XX years. I really hope I will do well, if not pass and get a decent job with a decent pay which is enough to pay back and provide papa mama with. Then before I fulfil the previous sentence, I pray wholeheartedly to GuanYinMa to let me have Jas as companion for the next 1.5 years. If not, the following is a self-reminder. "LIM RUI TING, smile and talk to people, be kind and friendly and sincere, you need friends, er nope, group mates!" Urgh. ):

Enough of grumblings…

Ktv-ed with the darlings yet again, for Patrick’s XXth birthday this time round. Last year was ktv too! A photo as supporting doc. Can you count the candles? :X Haha.

No captions. Sense our joy, laughter and humour from the photos! (:

LOL!! :D

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Haha. Saw photos of our last Sentosa trip with some wolleyball action. Gosh, it’s been a year!! Let’s go burn some fats and get some vitamin D soon ok? Pretty preaseeeee…

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Baby’s Corner
Sorry sorry sorry.. The person you talked to this afternoon was not me; she’s my evil twin with exact opposite characters. From now, I will take away her freedom of speech, I will not allow her to say hurtful stuff, and I will keep her out of our way. I try. Promise I’ll kick her out. Love you sweets, as much as before and accumulating more. (:

2009-04-17T14:27:00.002+08:00

I've learned.
No more msn nicks. No more bitching.
Appreciated the sharing session. At least we know where the money goes.
But still, no empathy, no gratitude, no impact on me.
No I'm not pissed though it's targeted at me.
Numb is probably the best description.
What a big fuss over that few simple words.
But I still stand by my belief.
Just don't wish to make things difficult for others.
"Better late than never", I'll keep that in mind.

2009-04-15T13:02:00.004+08:00

I LOST ALL MY RESPECT FOR YOU TOTALLY.

2009-04-09T17:25:00.005+08:00

I'm just wanna say that I'd been feeling very happy and so spoilt that papa, mama, bro and bf are all very supportive of my decision.

$$ has always been the main issue. Bank loans, personal loans, instalments, etc... I never knew how to get these tedious processes/applications done. I hope I can do without bank loans, I hope I can get through the 1.5years, all the mugging and tests and exams, I'm so damn unprepared to embrace them again! :X

Haha and bro was so supportive, and he knows I tend to procrastinate, he was the one who helped me took the first step to call up SMA to enquire.

Haha, other than being in love with my boy, recently I fell for my bro! LOL. He's so kind enough to offer me $$ as he knows of my situation. He's so kind to say that he can help to share my burden of school fees. OMG you really don't know how touched I am. For the first time in my 22years, I feel I'm so lucky to have an elder bro. Haha. (: weeeeeeee~

A random note:

Just had fries and Oreo Mcflurry with the cranky PS girls. Haha so fulfilling and satisfying, we should do it often! (when we still have the chance to!) (:

2009-04-04T17:56:00.012+08:00

I finally find time to sit comfortably at home (cause bf's gonna work through the weekends and I'm all alone), go through and edit the numerous photos in camera (but definitely ain't posting them all, I'm too impatient to undergo the long uploading process), and blog about about my past week which was splendid! (:
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29.03.09
Woke up early in the morning and went bai bai with papa mama for qing ming. Both the temple and columbarium were crowded to the max. I went there lacking sleep, so sleepy, still got to tolerate those irritating kiasu aunties. Grrr..

Bf and I went cycling at ECP in the afternoon. Haha first time cycling the twin-bicycle! We passed by the former big splash and happened to spot a car boot flea.

The weather is so damn scorching hot, that I think bf got a level darker. Haha.

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30.03.09

Met my girlies for dinner. It was their treat at Suan Thai Restaurant, Liang Court. Authentic thai food, fantastic tom yam soup, reasonable buffet dinner I would say. Would like to go there again, but bf don't take spicy food. -__-

Bf fetched me from Clarke Quay and we went for some late night activities haha.

First was to have my favourite mango dessert at Ji De Chi, though I wanted Gelare more. And it didn't occur to me that he had some surprise up his sleeves, I thought he just wanted to drive around cause we seldom get to use his bro's car. Anyway, after that he said 'Eh you haven't go Mt Faber before hor', and off we went.

After that, he still doesn't want to go home yet so we went to Tanjong Rhu for a walk.

When it was close to twelve, we got back to the car, thinking that we're finally going home. Then the problematic bf said he was feeling cold and needs to take jacket from the car boot.

Haha when he brought out the cake, everything was explained! Dumb dumb bf said he didn't want to bring me to Gelare cause he's afraid I'll be too full for the cake. Went to dessert, Mt Faber and tanjong rhu was to stall for time, cause he's too shy to sing me bday song at home. Haha tell me how not to love this adorable boy. Haha.

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31.03.09

First surprise was... Snow City! I think we mentioned before about going there, but didn't find a chance to. So he brought me there!

Fun experience, but gets boring after few rounds of sliding down the slope. Cause that's the only thing to do there! And no cameras allowed, so no camwhoring, how boring.

But I still had a fair share of fun with bf, another 'first time'! (:

After that, we caught Confessions of a Shopaholic at Vivo. Nice chick flick. I like. Hee.

We were running slightly late for dinner (which I didn't know at where at that time), bf got a little pissed. And suay enough, cashcard value insufficient for ERP, and he got a fine. -__-

Anyway, we drove passed Raffles City and I was 'Oh please don't tell me it's swissotel. You have enough money meh!' HAHA.

Yup, dinner at EQUINOX!

See the view! Gorgeous.

And our very expensive dinner, which I doubt I'll eat there for a second time again. Haha.
Appetizer: Exotic Salad of King Crab with Hawaiian Tuna Poke, Purple Avocado Guacamole with Pomelo and Orange Salsa

Soup: Hot and Sour Chicken & Coconut Soup, with Lemongrass, Blue Ginger and Kaffir Lime Leaves

My main course: Grilled Local Sea-bass Fillet Okonomiyaki, with Braised Octopus, Crispy Bacon and Japanese Mayonnaise

Bf's main course: Local Pekin Duck, Short-roasted Breast Meat with Dark Soya, Five Spices Confit Leg Meat with Yam puree and Hoi-sin Sauce

My very lovely date! (:

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01.04.09

A very random ladies night at St James. Haha Qi jio-ed and we are all very steady girlfriends, that's why we all gladly agreed to go. Haha. We reached at 10plus, we all merely went for the free drinks. After I had two, bf called and reminded me of my promise to him, which was to leave at 11.15pm to catch last train home. Haha, and I kept to my promise, I caught the last train back.

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02.04.09

Was ktv date with PS darlings, to celebrate Mich's and my bday. (:

We've been joking about our clothes all day, zebra and leopard. -__- hee.

Our little surprise bday cake.

LOL! I just kept laughing when I see this photo. See our faces, priceless! Haha. Jenna and I were stunned. Yet Mich, Lin and Jas were all smiling to the cam. Don't know what's with Pat, haha and Bingcai is behind bf's butt! :D Classic one of missing the self-timer. HAHA.

Love this photo. We all look so preeety! (:

LOL, the focus of this collage is definitely Pat. LOL I think he was in damn good mood and plus influence of beer, he was damn high! Haha.

A decent one finally.

Photographer knows the angle we all love, elevated!

Dear Jenna da jie who's so forever busy with work, I'm so glad she made it there. Haha.

Collage of several candids. Try spotting our tak-glam faces, but I doubt there's any cause we're all natural beauties. Haha.

My boy and I, filled with <3. (:

Machiam taking sec school class photo, a formal and an informal!

Hehe bf never fails to crack us up with his endless tricks. He transformed into our helpful manager instantly with the coat on. HAHA.

THIS IS SO SCANDALOUS! I figured that this photo is too inappropriate to post with the faces, hence I mosaic-ed them to protect their identities. I didn't want readers to be traumatized too. I refuse to acknowledge these two men. LOL.

Our parting shot! (: I love these damn happening people haha.

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Alright, people close enough will know that I'm penniless now. I lost track of where my money goes every month, I really sucked at it. ):

Now I don't wander alones in malls, as I feel sad for myself in there. I try to say no to delicious cakes and tidbits cause meals are more important. I say no to bf who wanted movie last night, cause tickets are cheaper on Tues for GV members! And I'm in debt, but thank goodness my debtor is Mich (: Everyday's between work and home, even today, a saturday.

I never want to be in this kind of depressing situation again! ):

And for now, I find confort and get to satisfy my craving for Gelare waffle ice cream with this DIY one..

Last but not least, my presents! THANK YOU ALL! (:

2009-04-04T12:01:00.005+08:00

THIS IS TRULY W..T..F.. to me, I gotta share!

British angler lands monster stingray in Thailand

*credits to this Mr. Welch
OMFGGGG!!! How huge is that!! *shudders* He released her (yup, apparently they can tell its a her) back into the river after that, how kind.

White alligator spotted west of Vero Beach

*credits to wtf_nature
Oh WTH! It looks bleached to me. Haha. Like somebody playing prank on it.

I'm always amazed by the numerous findings of humongous and gigantic sized sea animals deep underwater. Just very curious about how they actually grew SO LARGE! Haha well, just random!

2009-03-28T13:32:00.002+08:00

OOooo I'm home with a slight headache (probably due to the scorching sun!), slightly tanned and rather energized! (:

Lin and I went to take part in the ERA Charity Walk for the Deaf 2009, a 4-km walk from Spore Association of the Deaf at Mountbatten Rd to Esplanade. Haha, eye-opening for me as I've never taken part in any public walks or runs, whats more a charity walk.

Amazed by the group of hip hop dancers whom a few (or was it all?) were deaf. Woah their dance was comparable or even better than normal people. Seeing them dance, the thought in me was: omg, to them, they're just dancing to nothing at all and they probably just memorized the steps, or what, I don't get it. Anyway, they have my respect. (:

And the walk took only about an hour or so, we talked and gossipped as usual, time passed very fast! Haha the reward at the end of it was a nice delicious Mac breakfast!

I also got the belt I wanted from Miss Selfridge! Weee.. (: A birthday present for myself. But then again, I think I spoilt myself with too many self-proclaimed birthday presents. Haha.

I also laid my hands on the KS wallet from dearest bf. Thank you, I love it alot! Esp. the colour, hehe. I won't want to exchange it, cause you chose it for me. <3 you baby!

2009-03-27T12:53:00.002+08:00

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2009-03-27T02:50:00.000+08:00

It's not going to be the same anymore.
):

2009-03-19T10:12:00.007+08:00

Days passed by so fast, I don't have time to blog about last Friday's party at Eric's Estate Bar. Nice and cool place to chill out at, but damn out of the way. Tucked in between rows and rows of bungalows, very inaccessible unless with vehicle cause even some cab drivers don't know that place. Haha.

So, photos are up on facebook, am lazy to upload here again. One look at them and you'll know I had LOTS of fun along with the ever-sporty partyy clique. <3 you dearies!

After which, chiong-ed for both weekends. A church wedding decor on Sat, and another wedding at Hort Park on Sun. Woah, have been quite long since we got so busy. Haha. As usual, though busy, I feel that it's good to have fun at work, and I did!
Very satisfied and contented with all the decor done with Jack and others. (:

Hehe, and for those who intend to buy me present;
My birthday WISH LIST!

White pumps from TROIS+inch
additional info: one outlet at Bugis, another at Wisma; I'm a size 36.

FCUK watch
additional info: already taken by bro and yl, can skip this.

http://www.charleskeith.com/popup_image.php?pID=1615&vli=1&vliimage=images/736028_nude_larger.jpg&test=0&CKid=2e0cb020a6ce0551e9af2d91071a168a
Jewelled sandals from Charles and Keith
additional info: Jenna has C&K card, 10% discount! haha; Size 36 pls.

Dresses and many many pretty clothes.

Or everybody can share and get me a Miu Miu/ Kate Spade/Tod's/ Agnes B bag. I really don't mind too! (:

And things that money can't buy like: meeting my girlies; ktv with PS dearies; sentosa with qi, lin etc; and hopefully a well-planned birthday by my sweetie.

On top of these, well wishes are most welcome.
As the old saying goes, it's the thought that counts.
(:

2009-03-10T21:39:00.010+08:00

The past Saturday night was a blast, or at least a small blast for me.

To be away from work (not exactly as most were fellow colleagues -__- haha), drink, immerse in the loud music and dance the night away! And not to mention, I haven't been partying/clubbing/chionging for SO LONG! Ok, to be fair, since new yr eve.

Let these help with my limited vocab (:

The men

and their man talk

The girlies!

The TPY twin

and the not-so-foreign foreigners.

The loving couple

The act hip hop bf

and our very own infamous xxxxx xxx-inspired 'tadah aku pa sah', which never fails to brighten our days.

The not-so-heng who got sabo-ed!

The brothers

who are also gays.

A must-have group shot

and a shot of the shagged/sleepy/tired/drowsy men at the end of the night.

And last but not least, how can there not be a photo of us! <3

2009-03-05T22:43:00.005+08:00

Satisfied my singing-crave at very low cost.
I'm beginning to feel that Teo Heng is the best place to go when you want to satisfy some cravings to sing, or sing your stress away, or when you simply have nowhere to spend your time at.
Cheap thrill, I would say (:

Can you believe he took these by himself?
More than half the photos that night was his, speaking of narcissism.
And I wonder where he learned those poses and faces from, natural talent? Haha.

OOoOOoo my fav!

That's my jacket. Stupid. He's so skinny. Grr...

And lastly (:
And we took a damn long stroll home, Katong back to his place. Took us a freaking 1hr+! Haha.
Random chatting about our teenage rebellious days (mostly his), freaky stories back in sch, his experiences of some freaky expeditions, etc.

I just wished everyday was as simple, carefree and yet happy.

2009-03-02T12:39:00.009+08:00

Rui Xin's 15th birthday yesterday (:
Went Downtown East and watched Kungfu Chefs. Not very worthwhile paying weekends tickets for, I think. But that's the only mandarin show available and I want mama to understand what she's watching. So.. yup.

*****
I'm a bad sister, a bad daughter and a bad gf, with a very bad temper.
I felt guilty for my impatience yesterday, but I tried to contain it already! But still.. ):
If I were my mum, I would have probably fall out/gave attitude/show black face back with/to my daughter long time ago. But she didn't.
Sorry sorry sorry.
*****

2009-02-26T09:41:00.004+08:00

Caught this with boyfriend yesterday. Not bad a show. Typical love story, yet made me teared a bit. Haha. Quite touching. I like! (:

AND... Andy Lau is SO FREAKING HOT!!! He seemed to have stopped aging! Damn botox. I would die to be secretary of such a boss. LOL. Wtf, who wouldn't?!!

*****

And we FINALLY booked air tickets to Phuket! Weeeeeee~ (:

Flying on 20th June, and back on 24th!

Yay yay yay yay yay!!
*****

PHUKET, here I come again! (:

*****

Note to self: SAVE!!

*****

Hmm however, contrary to the above 4 words and 2 exclamation marks, I just got myself a hair curler. Haha. And a watch which is not-bad-for-a-sec3-girl-n-knn-so-chio-can for my beloved sis. This sunday's her 15th birthday. Omg FIFTEEN. Grrr.. Hope she likes it as much as I do, if not I'll wear it on her behalf. Haha.

I'm so happy! (:

*****

2009-02-24T13:34:00.008+08:00

I just realised we've been standing on the same spot all the while.
No improvements;
no understandings;
nothing.

Am I really so incorrigible?
Maybe, I think.
I must be.
)':

Will there be forever?
I have no confidence.
):

说好的幸福呢？

2009-02-16T23:31:00.008+08:00

Happy belated valentine's day. Haha.

Remember my previous post?

Ok, story goes like this.. One fine day, Dor wrote this little note about a flower order, and the 'customer' was Edward. I was like, '-___-" ok, what a name. Haha'. When asked, Dor said he's her church friend and will do self-collection on 14feb.

On another fine day, when she was arranging the bouquet, she asked me if I like the colours of it. And asked me what colour of wrapper I think would be nice. I was thinking silently, 'Haha. It's so obvious!' I burst out laughing and I explained to her why Liang was called Edward too, and such a coincidence that the order was from Edward. She denied, so I played along and feigned ignorance.

14feb. Asked Dor what time her friend is collecting the flowers, and if I need to issue delivery order. She said 'no need'. Haha and then Edward came. Haha!

End of story (:

Moral: Don't use a name that will expose you easily. Haha.

This is it! Their conspiracy. Hee.

So well, we both worked on Vday. Finished in the evening, and found no suitable movie slots and no place for dinner. Everywhere is freaking crowded! TM and Century Sq carparks were FULL FULL FULL.

Had KFC back at bedok (Yes, Kentucky Fried Chicken. No expensive dinners, no romantic ambience, no vday celebration. Even KFC has long queues ok -__-). Then went home for spot the difference! (:

This was actually the first small surprise I got in the morning when I reached office.

Cause Dor told him that I was suspecting something, so he did that and wrapped a little bouquet himself, hoping to distract me from the conspiracy. Haha.

Sunday was spent at Wild Wild Wet with Bro and Yuling.

We had lots of fun, lots of laughter! :D And we were all burnt.

Picking them up from Yuling's place.

Random shots by boyfriend.

Yuling and I!

Then we lunched at ikea. And went 'mahjong tiles-hunting' around bedok and tampines. They were so determined to get it can. Yuling and I were already like half-dead, and were suffering from major burning sensations but they ignored us and yes, they got it in the end. The mahjong-siao trio. Haha.

Dedicated to my dear beloved baby,
Thank you for the precious necklace, the pleasant surprises, the 'robotic' handmade card, and all the fun we had together. You never fail to surprise me, really. Haha. Hope we'll spend more time understanding and accepting each other's unique traits. Cause we're going to be together forever. Right? (:
So looking forward to our holiday!
Love you many many sio! *Muacks! <3

2009-02-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

I think I discovered a conspiracy between them.
Haha. She kept asking me some weird questions.
I think she sort of gave herself away. Or maybe I was too sensitive.
I hope I'm wrong though, I don't want him to spend the money. It's a waste.
Ok hmm, I admit it's a struggle for me. 50-50 I would say.
I hope I'm right too, shows that he's such a sweet boy!

I'll know the answer tomorrow! (:

2009-02-10T23:51:00.004+08:00

Today's his off day and boyfriend went to my place to change the water. He'd already bought new fishes! Efficient!
WEEEeee~ (:

And OMFGGGGGGGGGG!
T&CO!
(: WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~ MY little blue box!

I LOVE YOUuu, BABY!
*MUACKS! (:

2009-02-10T10:02:00.007+08:00

Had lots of fun out with the girlies last night.
Just a simple KFC dinner and window shopping (for me) did the job. Haha. Now I'm in love with Daiso and I wanna go there again, with $$ and not window shopping! Saw SO MANY damn things I wanna get, but... Oh well. And was disappointed when the destiny of me and that ALDO heels ended. Oh well well.
I <3 these shopping companions. *ignore him*
(:

I reached home last night to see half my fishes in the tank died!
The sight was gross, most were already rotten. ):
Heart ached when I took them out. ):
Blame the stupid medicine, blame the weak fishes. BOO..
Now I got to replenish them.

There goes my healthy babies... ):

2009-02-07T21:38:00.008+08:00

A simple yet fulfilling date with an adorable and truthful girlfriend.
Spotted this heavenly bougainvillea garden. I've never seen it before! Probably I've never cycled so far before. We both agreed it'll be a perfect spot for wedding photo shoot. Haha.
It was fun to gossip and cycle at the same time.
New stuffs discovered, things verified, info exchanged, thoughts shared (:
OH! I lost the one and only photo of us! Send me plsssss
*Buy you lunch next week! (:
Let's do this again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again...
AND, pai seh for ps-ing you tomorrow! If it wasn't for the delayed pay, I wouldn't have to work PT. I always feel it's freaking pathetic to work on Sundays. I hate! ):
But for $$'s sake, *sigh.. $_$
I SO wanna go Zouk flea! We'll go the next one together ok! ONS! (:

Cute MooMoos outside PP.

She was stunned!

2009-02-06T16:29:00.005+08:00

It's fucking demoralizing can. FUCK. Pay delayed again. Pay day on 5th, yet we're informed on the 6th. WTH. As if they don't know it'll be delayed, why can't they inform beforehand? Then again, not as if it'll help in anyway. BUT STILL.. DAMN DU LAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wish I can survive by just inhaling oxygen.
I have money, yet I have no money. Get it?

2009-02-03T00:33:00.011+08:00

PICTURES! (:

CNY Eve at River Ang Bao.

The Rats!

And the rabbits!

Pretty cherry blossoms.

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CNY 3rd Day

Sweet treat at Häagen-Dazs.

Pardon my unglam shots.

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CNY 7th Day

Lou Hei + Blackjack at Lin's place.

Easties VS TPY-ians.

People on home ground are more huat. -__-

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Today!

Bf's attempt to take an artistic shot.

(: <3 every moment with him!

2009-01-30T22:29:00.003+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEEE!~
I can now fit into this pair of jeans I bought from BKK 6 months ago, which was stuck at my fat thighs and tummy, and totally un-zippable back then!

I was ultra excited and happily jumping around the house in it,
and Mummy asked, 'Is this why you kept starving yourself?" Haha. NO!

OMFG, it's totally something worth celebrating!! LOL.
(:

2009-01-27T16:17:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

GONG XI GONG XI!

Boohoo.. 2nd day of CNY, yet I'm home and blogging. In fact, I've been sleeping through the day. Deprived of sleep since CNY eve.

I'm suffering such a great loss of ang bao this year. Maternal relatives can't give (cause of grandma) and papa's just discharged from hospital; can't walk much, so less visiting.

CNY Eve

Went to River Ang Bao 2009 with boyfriend, Jenna, bro, Yuling on CNY eve after dinner, after visiting papa (so sad we didn't have reunion dinner together, and he spent the new year eve in hospital).

CNY 1st Day

First stop is still Ah Ma house (others have gotten used to calling it Ah Gong house, but I still can't get used to it). Eat, talk cock, talk cock, talk cock, entertain, update, blah blah blab...

Uncle sent us to SGH to fetch papa!

By the way, he had a minor op for acute appendicitis. He's fine, doing well and recovering. Of course the wound still hurts, at least he can walk properly already. (:

Random: the day before his op, I sms-ed him "I love you, daddy. You'll be fine! (:". Cause the scan results wasn't out yet, I was so scared I won't have a chance to say that to him. I've never said anything so mushy to my parents before. Guess there's always a first time. And he replied "Y u no come n see me". Haha he's so funny.

Then went to boyfriend's place to recoup my "losses" cause his relatives were there, but it was rather embarrassing actually.

And back to my house for steamboat with my aunt. (BRAVO to my sweet boyfriend who was no longer hiding in the room like a shy bride last year. HAHA.)

Next to boyfriend's sec sch friend house, which was like a mini gambling den. Mahjong in the kitchen, blackjack in the living room. Haha, I like playing blackjack in big groups! It was no win-no lose for me. Hasn't been on winning strike, just playing to pass time.

CNY 2nd Day

Which was today, and which I spent half of it sleeping. Going to Uncle Goh's house later, feeling a little uneasy. Supposed to feel happy and excited, but still.. Oh well, hope everything will be ok soon. (:

I LOVE LAZING AROUND.. *yawns.

2009-01-24T10:17:00.003+08:00

Aren't they pretty? I <3 them!

Tiffany 1837 Circles Pendant

Elsa Peretti's Eternal Circle Pendant

Elsa Peretti's Open Heart Pendant

It was only now then I realised that I have a few t&co-inspired jewelry. Shows how attracted I was to t&co isn't it? Haha.

I want the little blue box! (:

2009-01-23T22:55:00.004+08:00

Papa's staying in SGH for the night.
I pray with all my might that he'll be fine.
I pray that the scan will find nothing wrong with him.
I still need him for many many many years of my life.
Nothing must happen to him.

2009-01-14T11:15:00.004+08:00

I'm done with breaking dawn. Wow, I love it so much.
Can hardly describe my feelings for the whole vampire craze.
Can only say that subconsciously, I really yearn for that kind of LOVE and LIFE.
I LOVE EDWARD!
HAHA.

Work's mundane.
Same issues; same problems. More things, more thoughts; more confusion. BOO!
Internal CNY dinner next Mon. Literally internal, cause it's in office itself.
Not that I don't like the idea, I actually love it. Save on extra transport, cozy and warm, no outsiders, no pretence, we can be ourselves!
But f, working with our own chef [Edited: ONLY THAT PARTICULAR ONE] sucked. Freaking stuck up and what's with that attitude! -___- pissed off!

I WANT HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS!

2009-01-05T10:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 2009!

(a lil late, but I don't care.)

May this year be filled with

LOTS of LOVE, LOTS of $$,

HOLIDAY GETAWAYS, GET-TOGETHERS

and MORE LOVE!

2008-12-31T09:54:00.012+08:00

WEEEEEE~~ It's last day of the year!
I guess most will make it a point to summarise the year.

Special mention to:
Dearest boyfriend

Same old grandmama story.
Thanks for everything. Literally EVERYTHING.
I guess I'll not live if not for you.
(: MUACKS
-----
ShiLi/Vanessa

I've been wanting to meet up MORE OFTEN with you girls. 'No time' or 'difficult to fix a time' are excuses. HAHA. I meant, for myself.
I'll make extra effort!
I miss heart-to-heart talks. Haha come to think of it, was it something even we had before?
Oh well, I guess we all have friends from other aspects, I just hope we can do something together someday!
Miss you girls. (:
-----
Lin

Oh god, I kept smiling to myself, reading your last blog entry of '08. HAHA.
I'm so damn bloody glad that we came so far. LOL. Like ma chaim~.....
From don't know to work pt tgt to talk cock at work to chiong to club to ktv to Bkk, and to now, a romantic dinner sharing our sec sch memories with each other, movie, endless gossips to share... HAHA.
Random note: I'm so happy I caught Twilight with you and Qi. Like what I told bf, it's not about watching the movie again, it's about the time spent with friends. YES, I doubt I'd ever watched any movie without bf before (:
-----
Mich

My first POOK friend! HAHA.
I'm so happy that we're more than just colleagues. We are so alike, I swear I can read her mind/reactions/expressions most of the time. Not that I have Edward's power, just that I read my own thoughts in her mind. Haha.
-----
Jas

HEY BABE! I love talks with you. Instantly cheers me up, regardless it's senseless gossips or advice-sharing or bf-talks. LOVE your bubbly cheerful character. You're just like a sunflower, bright and cheerful. LOL.
Things will work out eventually, so don't frown! (:
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2008;
Grandma left. Left me crying a lot unknowingly. I miss her. CNY and the house are so going to different without her. Memories of her blurred, but kept close to heart.
21st birthday gone in a breeze.
LOTS of quarrels about work with bf. I'd come to terms to a certain extent.
Read a series of books and am totally absorbed in them. The last I read was damn long ago, Sophie Kinsella's shopaholic series.
I enjoyed and love Bkk trip!
Virgin spa massage at Aramsa Spa and fish therapy with bf.
Broke the knot with Jenna.
First day trip to JB with friends.
My very own fish tank from bf. Fishies are happily growing still! (:
OMG. Too many 'first times' to mention..
Wish for a better 2009! (:
Countdown to PARTYING and TANNING with my loves!

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE, people!! (:

2008-12-31T09:39:00.003+08:00

LOL! Our theme song recently.
And I found the lyrics!

Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo sakana no ko
Aoi umi kara yatte kita
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo fukurannda
Manmaru onaka no onna no ko
Peta-peta pyon-pyon
Asitte iina kakechao
Migi-migi-bun-bun
Otetewa iina tunaijao

Anoko to haneru to kokoro mo odoruyo
Paku-paku chu-gyu, paku-paku chu-gyu
Anoko ga daisuki

Makkakka no Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo sakana no ko
Aoi umi kara yatte kita
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo fukurannda
Manmaru onaka no onna no ko

(: HAHA.

2008-12-27T15:21:00.006+08:00

This week was gone in a breeze, just like any other weeks. Not much difference, except more fun were injected.
Hope everyone else enjoyed this jolly season (:

22nd Dec was spent at Lunar, co's Christmas celebration. We got this due to some reasons other than to really celebrate. Insiders would understand. But I'm glad it turned out fun, or maybe because I was high on Chivas then.

Not in chronological order.

It's actually our parting shot. I didn't want to go without taking this huge royalty armchair.

Indeed, I think I have blue blood. Lol.

Patrick bro

I bet she's the prettiest mum ever.

AND I'll appreciate it if you do not focus on our eyes.

Edward wannabe. *grins*

We adore the lovely interior.

A fruitless attempt to win Boss's $10. Bet: to get 6 balls into holes within the shortest time.

Pat got it.

I'm out of words to describe him. Funny? Adorable? Cute? Entertaining?

Maybe all of the above + FULL OF EXPRESSIONS. (:

My Chinese colleagues. They're probably the ONLY Chinese people I like.
*****

23rd Dec was gift exchange-cum-MOF dinner with the girlies.

We all love our presents! (:

*****

It was dinner/gathering at my aunt's place on 24th.

These little rascals made my long trip there all worthwhile.

*****

25th was just another PH for us. Slept till afternoon and made our way to Expo Metro sale.

Got new bedsheets for sis and myself.

*****

It was after the arguement and disagreement, I kept pondering about this "Who can actually live better when without the other person?"

I thought it would be you, cause work can always keep you occupied.

But I've nothing to distract myself, shopping maybe. But will run out of $$ eventually.

And rattling on this blog like nobody's business.

Just a thought...

And I think I'm hearing things. I thought I heard my phone rang on several ocassions. I thought it might be you. Or rather, I HOPED it was you. But none.

Oh well...

2008-12-17T09:23:00.006+08:00

To boyfriend:
You must be trying to make up for the coming bf-less Christmas.
Thank you for striking off 2 items from my wish list.
Thank you for the pleasant surprise.
Thank you for the effort.
Hope you like cyclops specs too.

Love you! (:

2008-12-15T11:24:00.005+08:00

[Edited - 18/12/08]
Here goes girlies (whoever got Lim),
. Bodyshop White Musk Parfum
. White/cream tote (like my m)phosis one I always carry to work, which turned from chio white to cream to grey to cui. boo!) [GOT IT!]
. Accessories! (bangles, big rings, necklaces...)
. SALVATORE FERRAGAMO Incanto Heaven Perfume [GOT IT!]

Whatever fits the budget (: thanks in advance.

Shopping list for myself:
. Jacket . Flats/Heels . Dress . Hair curling tong [Just realised that this is actually a very affordable thing. Haha.] . Jeans [GOT IT!]

Bf-less this Christmas. How depressing ): Any takers?

2008-12-12T23:22:00.003+08:00

Currently hooked to vampires.
Finished twilight. In the midst of midnight sun. New moon next.
I'm so glad I have them as companion when I'm bf-less.
I secretly wished for Edward's love.
Romantic, sweet, selfless, etc...
All the qualities you want in a man is in him. His character totally blew me away.
Can't wait for the movie.

However, I'm contented with my love now.
Knowing that he tries to give his best every now and then.
(:

2008-12-09T21:17:00.004+08:00

WEEEEeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~

CAN YOU SEE MY BABY!??

HAHAHA! I was feeding them as usual, when I spot this small little thing wiggling at a corner of the tank!

HAHA so cute lar! It created such a commotion!

Papa and mama were so excited over it, and we were guessing and speculating it's parentage. LOL.

Wanted to leave it alone, but I noticed the big bullies attacking it. So got no choice, we carried out a save-the-baby project! We separated it from the rest.

Haha it's so tiny!! :D

2008-12-09T17:32:00.006+08:00

YAY to ½ hr more to leave office.
15mins to be exact, cause 15mins to blog. hee.

Feeling not very well.
A little feverish + blocked nose = restless
I know I'm not the only one feeling like that, many ard me are feeling a little sick.
Hence shall not whine.

Went shopping with papa, mama, and sis after work on Sat.
Feels SO GOOD spending. Haha.
But I didn't spend on myself, I bought ruixin converse sneakers.
Really, thinking back on my sec sch days, I'd ALWAYS wanted to own a pair too! I still remember the colour combi I always aim: Grey-pink or Brown-pink.
But no money to buy and don't dare to ask from mama, so I always see them on display only.
Ha. Ruixin don't believe me. But it's 100% true ok. (:

Worked on Sun. Trying to earn extra $ to cope with this shopping-intensive month.

Failed to tan on Mon cause we both overslept and it was bloody hell raining the whole day.
We had hair cut and enjoyed an hr of relaxing foot massage (:
Cuddled and nua-ed the day away.

Today, I reckon that I'm not feeling well due to BBQ stingray for 2 consecutive nights, bak-kua, and THE WEATHER!
Heading home to begin my journey of Twilight later.

Learned that vanessa's leaving for Japan next week with fred.
Told her frankly that I'm ENVIOUS.
Ok, she's right to a certain extent. It's just a matter of whether I'm willing to spend the money.
She made this remark 'Liang too impt to the company. Hard to take long leave.'
My dear friend, the company doesn't close due to his absence.

-____- whatever.

2008-12-02T22:01:00.004+08:00

I developed hatred for Christmas trees recently.
They hurt me whenever I touch them.
I handle them gently and with care, but they never reciprocate.
I feel so sad for my arms ):

*****
Boyfriend pampered me with these! weee~
(:

*****

Life's such a routine.

B-O-R-I-N-G -___-

*****

2008-11-23T12:31:00.000+08:00

Haha. Spot Dor.

2008-11-22T10:50:00.006+08:00

These are what I'm facing for the past week, day and night.
And more to come.
-___-

Entertaining ourselves with the kiddy toilet cubicles. So cute!

Balls and more balls..

Trees and more trees..

Our proud 12ft tree standing at main entrance.

This church is not even done, yet we have another to complete.

I'm freaking tired EVERYDAY! EVERY SINGLE DAY!!

2008-11-13T16:40:00.001+08:00

WHERE IS UNDERSTANDING?
IT JUST WENT FUCKING WRONG!

):

2008-11-13T10:15:00.004+08:00

A short update, just words.

Bf's still enjoying his carefree days and he has till Sunday before misery steps in again.

Went for sis's choir concert at YMS Arts Centre on Tues. Had a shock of my little life when I stepped in the.. erm.. hall? theatre? LOL cause there were only SIX freaking rows in front of the pathetically small stage. No idea how many circle seats though. Haha. VCH is 5 times the place? Anyway, felt a slight tinge of pride for sis. She's grown up! (:

*Lin, your cousin is in choir too ok. Now you know...

I supposed Jenna's last day ended with tears? Haha, so expected. She's easily moved to tears. Can understand that feeling of hers, after all this was her second home for the past 3½ years.

Clumsy me spoilt the surprise element for her farewell get-together in office. Boo.

Jenna, we will miss you! Already feeling weird not seeing you at the desk.

Ah gong had a fall. Hope he'll be fine. Hope he'll recover very soon.

Supposed to go Cameron Highlands this weekend, but hospitalised. ):

Qi invited us to dinner at her place tomorrow. Have yet to buy her present! Argh.

Part of me wants to go dbl o, part of me doesn't. Conflicting self -__-

Working on Sat, wedding decor at church in Tampines! Hope I can go home straight from there. Hee.

Hope baby plans something for us to do on Sun. Though I love to nua, I don't wish to spend another Sun like that.

A picnic will be great. Together with some kite-flying.

Cycling maybe?

*chanting continuously to guan yin ma*

PLEASE DON'T RAIN THIS WEEKEND!

PLEASE RAIN MONEY EVERYDAY!

PLEASE BOR PI AH GONG!

PLEASE BOR PI MY MUMMY AND ALL RELATIVES TRAVEL SAFELY!

Guan yin ma's gonna be very busy.

Photos soon.... (:

2008-11-05T11:07:00.002+08:00

Happy bf is free from work for 10 days!
That's probably the only reason why he loves reservist. Ha!
The-very-man NS man picked me up from work, headed to Katong and dined at HK Cafe.

Grinning from ear to ear (:

Oh. Both baked rice are bad.
Baked rice are supposed to be steaming hot, at least I like mine hot.
But these are not. Only luke warm. Bleah.
That explains the finger in the photo.

Shy.
-----
A very short dinner we had.
But I love his company.
<3

2008-11-03T15:21:00.004+08:00

Something came to mind when being asked for ideas for new office:

To barcode/tag all A's vases/inventory/sash/scissors/etc..., so when O happens to step put of A with such items, the alarm goes 'tee tee tee...'.

Pardon me, cause it seriously suck to have to hear nags like that...
'Really don't understand how the cream sash goes missing.
Wah, either they send to laundry never come back, or hor, they put in black trash bad, forget hor, then treat as trash, throw away liao.'
x a million times
'Go and check O side for cream sash.' x a million times too
'Scissors keep buying also no use, duno is it they use liao never return' x a thousand times
'Tealight holder also use ours. Never ask somemore.' x a hundred times
'Tealight candles also take ours. O no money to buy meh.' x a hundred times

Oh guan yin ma, save my ears. I don't think I deserve this.

I felt B expects me to say something. Am I thinking too much?
I don't feel involved in that discussion at all.
In fact, I don't see myself in the new place.
Ok, it's a 50/50 feeling. I don't know.

BOO.. -___-

2008-11-01T13:45:00.004+08:00

I tried Photofunia too, the effects are so fun. Haha!

-----

Yesterday was my off-in-lieu and bf's off day! (:
We nua-ed our day away as usual. Eat, sleep, sleep, sleep, eat.
Lunch at Pizza Hut.

And we satisfied our sudden crab-cravings at a nearby coffee-shop for dinner.
Ooo, think chilli crab and fried man tou! Yums! (:
-----

Desserts at Ah Chews on Tuesday night, after work.

See his face! Ha!

I love Yang Zhi Gan Lu! :D

2008-10-28T09:51:00.002+08:00

Caught SAW V with bf last evening after work.
Totally gruesome.
Wonder if we'll become psychotic murderers after so many SAWs.
Haha.

Faster, SAW VI!
After so many chapters of never-ending SAWs, I think the gruesome killing scenes attract more than the storyline.
Blood gushing, bones crushed, beheaded bodies, etc...

*BABY, MUACKS!

2008-10-25T21:16:00.003+08:00

Suddenly have the urge for these..
Repetitive words shall be kept unsaid, just three words;
I <3 you, baby.

Do u know that I really love our goodnight kisses before sleep?
And I really enjoy waking up beside you in the morning.
(:

*****
SAW V is out! Let's watch it!

And I think baby's too overwhelmed by emails. Numerous and countless everyday..
His reply to me: 'Okay. Noted with promise.'
Thank goodness it wasn't 'Noted with thanks.'

*****
I'm feeling weak all over.
I'm losing blood every second.
In fact, for the next 4 days.
Damn.

2008-10-22T12:05:00.004+08:00

Everyday is such a routine, cause I don't remember what I did each day anymore.

Not in a pink of health these 2 days.
Stucked/Runny nose;
Sore throat;
Cough;
Feverish.

Plenty of weddings this weekend.
Sat - 2. Sun - 1, preset 1. Mon - ): the only one that spoils my PH.
Tues - 1.

Feeling really exhausted.
Just looking forward to the 2 off-in-lieu(s) that I can claim back.
*sigh. Rest days gone, off days gone, bf days gone.
And he's working late every weekday.
): no quantity; but is there even quality?
There isn't even time for proper conversations.

Feeling stressed again, after speaking to him.
Feeling very ironic within.

Dearest readers (if there's even any), please take some time to complete this short survey for me/us if you haven't did it yet.
It's a little step towards a little dream. (: Thanks.
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=1d64V6JZphJPglblGmCPiw_3d_3d

2008-10-16T12:27:00.003+08:00

I found this off some blog while blog-hopping.
Read yours, cause I find it quite true.

牡羊座: 衝動第一名，做事後悔第一名，火氣大第一名，大膽第一名，敢愛敢恨第一名。(RUI.MICH.)

金牛座: 穩重第一名，節儉第一名，貪財第一名，可靠第一名，吃苦耐勞第一名。(BRO.)

雙子座: 八卦第一名，聰慧第一名， Crazy第一名，幽默第一名，多話第一名。(MUMMY.)

巨蟹座: 體貼第一名(BF)，愛吃第一名(BF.L.)，愛家第一名(BF.V.)，孝順第一名(BF)，多愁善感第一名(L)。(BF.VANESSA.LIN.)

獅子座: 自信第一名，愛現第一名，要面子第一名，品味第一名，風度第一名。(YULING.)

處女座: 細心第一名(J)，挑剃第一名，愛乾淨第一名，小題大做第一名，吃醋第一名(S)。(JENNA. SHILI.)

天秤座: 愛美第一名，猶豫第一名，懶惰第一名，善辯第一名，公正第一名。(PAPA.)

天蠍座: 癡情第一名，扮酷第一名，魅力第一名，冷冰冰第一名，理智第一名。

射手座: 貪玩第一名，糊塗第一名，可愛第一名，勇於嘗試第一名，心無城府第一名。

摩羯座: 嚴肅第一名，鎮定第一名，忍耐第一名，認真第一名，保守第一名。

水瓶座: 好奇第一名，好學第一名，創意第一名，另類第一名，創造力第一名。

雙魚座: 心軟第一名，敏感第一名，多疑第一名，愛作夢第一名，胡思亂想第一名。(RUIXIN.)

Haha, all except Bro's '節儉第一名' is true. Ha!
(:

2008-10-14T16:22:00.003+08:00

YAY!~
WeeEeEEeeeeeeeEeeEeee~~~~~~~~~ (:

The bag is finally arriving!
I'd been waiting for it very patiently, hope it doesn't disappoint me!
Haha :D

http://agneselle.livejournal.com/

2008-10-14T13:47:00.002+08:00

Feeling a little disheartened after speaking to them.
Abt the place, abt the ppl, abt the changes.
Man, it's really A LOT of ppl leaving during this same period of time.
Gosh...

Oh well, I suppose each will have better prospects elsewhere.
Though not close with some, still wish them all the best.
(:

Esp. for Jenna, used to work with/under her, gotta say that she really puts her heart into what she does.
She's a non-procrastinator. She's efficient. Haha.
Went through quite a lot with her.
Thinking back, there were...
Good times, happy times, work-late-at-night times, kneeling on office floor to sort out many many food tags times, sleep in office pantry times, first time travel far out of Spore.
Bad times, unhappy times, silent objections times, bth-my-inefficiency times (I'm sure she had this before. Don't deny), disappointed times, really bad times.
But, we got through all and I still look up to her, just like an elder sis to me.

Anyways, life really suck at times.
Hmm, very out of nowhere. Just felt that.

Wants:
(1) Massage
(2) New phone. Mine is testing my patience, always hangs at wrong times.
(3) HOLIDAY!

Oh then, FUCK. Speaking of holidays, got a fucking long probation period with no leave. Felt so cheated. Shit. Can't even take a day off work to nua at home or swim under the sun when I want to.
Damn sian. Really.

I want to go somewhere, do something to let go, think through, and execute my plans for future.
I want a holiday!
But for sure, he won't have that kind of time to accompany me.
*sigh.. Thinking abt his hours again, makes me feel so -___- again.
*zipped* shall not say abt it again, lest start another lim-koh war.

Random:
I have a tank full of healthy fishes! Yay~ to their wonderful health.
I hope they won't feel uncomfortable again. Haha. Weee~
I roamed East Point and Century Square with papa on Sunday.
Lonely me accompany lonely him. And lonely him accompany lonely me.
(:

2008-10-12T17:00:00.004+08:00

Lonely Sundays are utterly dreadful.

And before you even realise, it's Monday.

):

Appreciated your efforts throughout the week, baby. But still...

2008-10-09T09:27:00.002+08:00

Oh guan yin ma was kind enough to stop the rain last night.
(: so I went swimming at bedok.
I had the whole 0.8m pool and personal life guard to myself.
So exclusive, haha!

Ok, I officially announce that I hate roses!
Damn it's actually a love-hate relationship.
They always leave tiny mini cuts on my hands!
They're so small, yet enough to make me go 'ouch, ouch' each time I wash hands.
Why must they grow thorns!
Boo..

Still very upset abt this lonely weekends.
Accompany me, anybody?
):

2008-10-08T15:21:00.004+08:00

Oh even guan yin ma is playing a trick on me.
I don't swim on a regular basis, only when I really have the mood.
And today, I really felt like going. I even brought the necessities to work.
And it just gotta rain.
And heaven knows if it'll stop later.
*Sigh..

Bad Day.
): really bad.

Oh, and speaking of whether office ppl reads blog.
I hope they do. Sincerely, and speaking from the bottom of my heart.
So they'll know how their staff feels.
And actually I don't give a damn.
It's my ranting ground.
Period.

2008-10-08T15:04:00.002+08:00

OH fucking hell!
Previously I wrote abt him getting both weekends off remember?
A fucking BIG MIRACLE right?
Yar because after 2 off days, they expect ppl to chiong 7 days for them.
WHAT THE FUCK.

If you want cheap labour and 24/7 work week, GET AH NEHS!
I don't believe they can't freaking afford to get part-timers.
Yar, treat them like superman(s) and ironman(s).
PUI!
PLEASE freaking think of your guys before speaking of CUTTING COST.
A few part-timers' pay should be considered peanuts ok.

URGH! I don't know how to handle this emotion. FUCK!
I NEED MY BOYFRIEND ok!
He's NO SUPERMAN, HE NEEDS REST. SO ARE THE REST!
I REALLY NEED HIM.
Esp. on weekends, where ppl rest and spend time together.
Oh what the fuck.
I'm going to be labelled as an unreasonable and not understanding gf again.
Bloody hell sick of this can.
Please, I need some help.
:'(

2008-10-06T22:53:00.003+08:00

My sweet beloved BABY!

2008-10-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

Hee. I'm having so much fun playing with Photoscape. So many functions to play around with! Haha.

*****
Anyway, photos of little PanPan and I at East Coast Park.
He's a cute pup!

*****
Fast forward to Sat.
First time it so happened that baby got BOTH WEEKENDS OFF. Miracle.
Yup, I'm OVERJOYED (:
Spent a splendid lovely Saturday in town with bb.
We combed quite a number of places;
I went in and out of numerous fitting rooms countless times;
and finally managed to pamper myself with something.
Both baby and I returned home that night with wobbly legs.

OH, share some funny photos over dinner!
The queue for The Manhattan Fish Market is damn bloody long man!
Queued for more than 45mins (I guess) before we got a seat.
But really got to compliment the staffs, they were very polite and extremely enthusiastic. Haha. Anyway, food was served quite fast.

While waiting with growling stomachs and wobbly legs...

Then food was served! :D
Yummylicious!

But we can't finish the platter. It's HUMONGOUS. Bigger and better than Fish&Co's. Hee.

Then he took these photos of me with unglam ugly expressions. LOL.
The slideshow version of these are super funny! I have elastic mouth! Haha.

*****
As usual, we slept till noon on Sunday. Bliss*
Went Jurong to see Chinese physician;
IMM to get Daniel Ge's belated b'day present;
Chomp Chomp to have dinner with PS-ians for Kok Teng's farewell to the faraway land of Tekong. Haha!
Haha, then to super-ULU-but-VERY-cheap-and-considered-still-ok Teo Heng Family KTV at Katong Mall.
Ktv-ed till 1am and home sweet home. Zzz...
*****

2008-10-02T12:01:00.004+08:00

Wee~ a PH right in the middle of a week shortened the wk and also marks a short break for myself.
*****
Met Vanessa in the morning to bring Pan to beach!
Not exactly beach, cause he's forbidden to walk on grass and sand.
Haha poor boy.
He's super duper cute ok! He's so silly, he kept picking up random mysterious things on the ground, then Vanessa gotta dig them out of his mouth. But he's not that stupid after all. I saw him spat out a few inedible stuff. LOL.
Will put up photos soon (:
*****
Then I made my way home reluctantly.
Munch and snack and munch and snack. I really ate A LOT.
Had a really simple and yummy home-cooked dinner.
After that, I had guava, ice cream, corn flakes and dessert..
What the hell right, mummy asked if I'm still in puberty -___- Haha.
I went to bed really early, like 9pm? Felt so good!
*****
As usual, we had small fights/disagreements/arguments/conflicts.
Sometimes resolved on the same day;
Sometimes brought them along to sleep;
Sometimes smiles will resolve it all the following day.
(: Love you, baby..
and baby, I WANT MY BLACK BLACK KEYCHAIN! So sad I lost it. BOO!

2008-09-27T21:39:00.002+08:00

F1 FEVER!

:D LOL

My F1 Driver wannabe. Haha!

2008-09-27T20:21:00.003+08:00

Went for an interview at Star Golf Academy at Marina Bay Golf Course today. And I think I screwed up quite a bit! LOL.

(1) I didn't prepare for it at all, in any way. Totally complacent.

(2) I brought only original copies of everything! Was only when she asked for it then I was like, 'Opps, I didn't photocopy them.' Shucks!

(3) I wasn't even in formal wear!

But still, lucky me, this was considered very laid-back. Interviewer is not-yet-auntie women, firm-looking and speaking raymond-liyu-kind-of-English, hence, NOT stressed. Cause I speak BETTER!

Oh please, she pronounced meal allowance as 'milk' allowance. I even asked what's milk allowance! WTF lar. LOL.

They seemed to be very short-handed, as she wanted me to sign the appointment letter right there and then. But told her I needed time to consider.

Seriously this is my FIRST interview of my life. I wasn't even interviewed when I got into Purple Sage. Haha.

After which, took bus to Parkway. I love Cotton On, they're having sales again, NOW! Haha.

Bought a top at $10 and a long leggings at $15. Duno if I'll wear it, but I thought of getting it for a VERY LONG time, so just buy it and try to wear it. (: wee~

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Yesterday was PaPa's 55th birthday! (:

Got him a cake discreetly and this young at heart elderly happily played along with our small surprise. Haha.

I LOVE DADDY (:

Then we went to Yiru's chalet! Lol, we were totally enjoying and entertaining ourselves with the old school bubble balloon blowing. LOL. Look at how big baby's is! And look at bro's constipated face. Haha! And the moment clock struck 12, it's Daniel's birthday!

I've always felt that this little (literally little. Haha) couple is damn hilarious together.

Maybe soon, we'll all be celebrating at Fort Canning! Yay~ :D

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And finally, YAY to my HEALTHY fishes! YAY~ Weeee~ Finally they look healthier than ever! Haha. I hope they enjoy longevity, cause my heart aches when they die. Cause that means I got to top up more fishes. And that means, $$. Haha.

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2008-09-22T22:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was SENTOSA DAY! But it was more cloudy than sunny. BOO!
The cool sea breeze made us fell asleep on the beach.
Such a carefree day; I wish we have more of such days together.

Then we Vivo-ed a while...

Before heading back to Tampines for dinner with papa, mama at Crystal Jade.

My beloved and cute Karaoke King in retro specs, singing oldies! (:

Everybody's asking me to understand, understand, understand....................................
BUT WHO UNDERSTANDS ME? ):

2008-09-14T20:31:00.004+08:00

Ooo.. It's been 2 whole weeks since I last updated! And I can't recall exactly what happened last wk. So, here are the highlights of the past wk(:

Work's the same; a little busy with the final details of our Prawning activity.
Baby and I; same with the occasional quarrels but everything just works out fine eventually.
*****
14 Sept 08 - Sunday
Just came back from ah gong's place. The kids continued with part(II) of their Mid-Autumn 'celebration'. Haha, they're really a batch of adorable children. SO CUTE LAR! :D

*****
13 Sept 08 - Saturday
I was simply plain LAZY yesterday. Baby would nod his head and agreed with me.
Didn't manage to visit SIM Open House with Lin, cause too lazy.
After half-day in office, I went to get some stuff from Arab St, roamed around Tampines Interchange a while before heading home.
Bathed and settled down in front of PC. Downloaded this PhotoScape program, can make collage easily! So happy(: Played with it and sorted out some photos.
Nua on sofa watch tv; slept; had late dinner cause overslept; watched tv bla bla bla...
Until Baby came to deliver mooncakes to my hse. He hugged me and asked how come I felt so warm. Cause I was hugging my pillow, lying on sofa without fan.
I'm really just too lazy to move my butt to turn on the fan though I was feeling warm -___-
Haha, we had fun with lanterns too! (:

*****
11 Sept 08 - Thursday
Ktv-ed with Jenna, Mich, Patrick and TK for Jenna's b'day.

*****
08 Sept 08 - Monday
Went to La Fondue at Dempsey to celebrate Jenna's b'day.
Food's not bad, serving a bit too small.
Ambience, full marks. We were the only customers there when we reached there. Haha.
Wide selection of choc and cheese fondue. We had cookies and cream choc fondue; YUMMY!

It was still early after dinner, so we went to Ballymoons for a drink.
LOL. The cute bartender who served us got us charmed; got persuaded to try their special cocktails. Oh well, never believe in good-looking ppl! Out of 4 drinks, i think only 2 is drink-able. Haha. Anyway, the finger food is GOOD! Which restaurant uses chilli crab sauce as a dip for fries? They do! And it's super yummy!!

*****
07 Sept 08 - Sunday
John Little Sale at EXPO with Baby.
*****
06 Sept 08 - Saturday
Half-day at office.
Costa Sands Resort at Downtown East; Aunt exchanged a free night's stay with NTUC link points. Good to be a little bit 'auntie' at times. Haha.
*****
05 Sept 08 - Friday
ShiLi's chalet at Aloha Loyang. Haha, so pleased to hear many many compliments on both PS's food and decor! (:
*****
04 Sept 08 - Thursday
Went Guilman's chalet at NSRCC for BBQ/steamboat dinner.
Played Wii and sabo-ed the newly-wed! Haha.
*****
03 Sept 08 - Wednesday
Guilman and Nhung's wedding. First time meeting baby's sec sch friends. They're a crazy batch of ppl who're easy to get along with. (:
*****
Hehe. Just wanna post a collage of baby. Look at all his faces!

I'M SO IN LOVE WITH YOU! (:

2008-09-01T20:36:00.002+08:00

We spent a lazy Sunday together; literally lazy.
Bf and I woke up at 12; had home-cooked lunch by his mum; laze around for a while and fell asleep again. We woke up again at 5. -__-" a day gone just like that.
But no arguments, no nonsensical quarrels; what a great day (:
He went to cut hair; we went to tabao kfc home.
Caught Long Hu Men and Blade Trinity on tv.
ZzZzzz again.

So overwhelmed by sian-ness today.
Sian at work.
Sian after work.

Fuck all the glamourous publicity in the public; how many knows what's exactly going on.
Fuck all the extra things and activities; i just want my pay on time.
Start cutting if you have to, start from me, i don't mind.
Stop preaching your so-called principles and persistence; it's making everyone else tired.
I'm already being paid so little; just release my peanuts pay to this penniless me.
It sucks to have $1 left in POSB and $4 left in Citibank. And $34 left in wallet to last me till next pay. ):
I think twice and thrice and fucking many times before I finally gave up on the This Fashion dress. Oh don't think TF clothes are cheap; still $28 after discount. It's fucking EX to a poor person like me.

Urgh!

I'm so incorrigible that my bf don't know how to handle me.
I'm 'too much' and I'm 'overboard'; words so harsh that I look and them and tear.
I do not know how to communicate my feelings to him correctly and peacefully.
We work in the same company, only a street away.
We were so close, yet he didn't even make an effort to say he wants to meet me for dinner or send me home before he meets his friends.
Was it too much to hope for?
Do I always have to say this kind of things aloud so that he understands my thoughts?
I think he's struggling to manage his heavy workload as well as a problematic gf.
So am I; I'm suffocating.
I don't know what more to say.
It just sucks to be misunderstood and misinterpret ):

I don't know how to say this whole chunk of words to him.
I'll talk in a monotonous sian voice; he'll get irritated.
He gets irritated; I'll just become more sian and don't want to explain myself further.
Then we'll hang up, both feeling upset and pek chek.
It goes in a cycle; teach me how to break it.